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第47章

  • O PIONEERS!
  • Willa Cather
  • 578字
  • 2016-01-15 18:07:43

One evening, a week after Signa's wedding, Emil was kneeling before a box in the sitting-room, packing his books. From time to time he rose and wandered about the house, picking up stray volumes and bringing them listlessly back to his box. He was packing without enthusi-asm. He was not very sanguine about his fu-ture. Alexandra sat sewing by the table. She had helped him pack his trunk in the afternoon.

As Emil came and went by her chair with his books, he thought to himself that it had not been so hard to leave his sister since he first went away to school. He was going directly to Omaha, to read law in the office of a Swedish lawyer until October, when he would enter the law school at Ann Arbor. They had planned that Alexandra was to come to Michigan--a long journey for her--at Christmas time, and spend several weeks with him. Nevertheless, he felt that this leavetaking would be more final than his earlier ones had been; that it meant a definite break with his old home and the begin-ning of something new--he did not know what. His ideas about the future would not crystallize; the more he tried to think about it, the vaguer his conception of it became. But one thing was clear, he told himself; it was high time that he made good to Alexandra, and that ought to be incentive enough to begin with.

As he went about gathering up his books he felt as if he were uprooting things. At last he threw himself down on the old slat lounge where he had slept when he was little, and lay looking up at the familiar cracks in the ceiling.

"Tired, Emil?" his sister asked.

"Lazy," he murmured, turning on his side and looking at her. He studied Alexandra's face for a long time in the lamplight. It had never occurred to him that his sister was a handsome woman until Marie Shabata had told him so. Indeed, he had never thought of her as being a woman at all, only a sister. As he studied her bent head, he looked up at the picture of John Bergson above the lamp.

"No," he thought to himself, "she didn't get it there. I suppose I am more like that.""Alexandra," he said suddenly, "that old walnut secretary you use for a desk was father's, wasn't it?"Alexandra went on stitching. "Yes. It was one of the first things he bought for the old log house. It was a great extravagance in those days. But he wrote a great many letters back to the old country. He had many friends there, and they wrote to him up to the time he died.

No one ever blamed him for grandfather's dis-grace. I can see him now, sitting there on Sun-days, in his white shirt, writing pages and pages, so carefully. He wrote a fine, regular hand, almost like engraving. Yours is some-thing like his, when you take pains."

"Grandfather was really crooked, was he?""He married an unscrupulous woman, and then--then I'm afraid he was really crooked.

When we first came here father used to have dreams about making a great fortune and going back to Sweden to pay back to the poor sailors the money grandfather had lost."Emil stirred on the lounge. "I say, that would have been worth while, wouldn't it?

Father wasn't a bit like Lou or Oscar, was he?

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